Tonight was the first time I’d had a panic attack in a few months, so of course I went to cuddle the heck out of my pets because they fuss over me when I’m feeling awful and it calms me down pretty fast so that’s lovely

And then mum was like “Joc, don’t move I’m taking a picture of you and the cat”

My mum just loves taking photos of the pets on her ipad and showing me later on like “Joc Joc Joc look you and Sophie look so cute in this one can I put it on facebook?”

And it kind of makes me feel really happy (especially as my mum’s compositions are improving a lot! Proud photographer-daughter feels)

I primed up ten little mdf boards this afternoon

And I’ve literally been sitting here for two hours trying to get those ideas back that I got in the bath this morning

I get all my good ideas come to me while I’m in the bath like fuck I need to start bringing my sketchbook with me for those things

Khaleela bought me reese’s and I’m trying really hard not to open the packet because there are eight of those babies in there and I can guarantee I will eat every last one of them if I try to eat just one

My self control for reese’s peanut butter anythings is nonexistent

Khaleela bought me reese’s and I’m trying really hard not to open the packet because there are eight of those babies in there and I can guarantee I will eat every last one of them if I try to eat just one

My self control for reese’s peanut butter anythings is nonexistent